Open my eyes

I know sometimes I am a loud obnoxious fool
Somtimes I sit in the muck I have created
And expect everyone else to sit in it with me

I hurt people
I say things
I usually am too dumb to realize that I have done so

My tears are tears of self-loathing
My tears are those of an ass
My tears are meaningless

I think I care only to pass them
I see their tears only to ignore them
I want help but I can't

Make me weak
Break me down
Open my eyes
Let me hear
Tear my skin

I am a sinner and I ask for forgiveness
I am arragont and I ask for humility
I am hurtful, make me caring

Spirit fill me. Creator forgive me. Christ heal me.

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Jane Ellen has written a wonderful sermon. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.